Fear of speaking up and offending others
Ayesha is a 40 year old woman who sought therapy as she was always worrying about what other people thought of her.
Read MoreFrom her earliest memories, Ayesha had experienced harsh criticism. It had happened while she was growing up and even more recently in her marriage. Every word left her feeling small and insignificant, causing her to withdraw from conversations or on the contrary, to be agreeable with others (even when she disagreed).
The self-doubt and eagerness to be accepted had also resulted in letting others make decisions for her. In her mind, other people knew better and it was just easier to go along with things than to risk upsetting or offending someone.
The self-doubt that stemmed from this was so strong, that even when Ayesha would go out with her friends, she would hold back her opinions. She genuinely worried about being made fun of or being criticised. Over time, she had become more quiet at the Sunday brunches to the point where she started to wonder why she was going at all – she felt totally invisible and like her opinions didn’t matter.
Goals for Therapy
Ayesha had arrived at a point where enough was enough. She wanted to be seen and heard for who she was. She was sick of being invisible and for shrinking herself around others. She longed to be able to speak without second-guessing and without worrying about upsetting or offending anyone.
How it Progressed
During our work together, Ayesha realised that these behaviours, like shrinking to accommodate others, had actually been very helpful in protecting her from being hurt or upset. And it was this new awareness that unlocked the possibility for her to be able to do things differently moving forward.
As therapy progressed, Ayesha realised that she had a lot of valuable opinions and ideas. We explored what it might feel like to share her true self, her desires and her ideas without worrying so much about the opinions of others and we practiced strategies that supported her in embodying this new version of herself.
In the End
At the end of therapy, Ayesha noticed a shift. Instead of saying to herself that her opinions didn’t matter, her inner dialogue had become, ‘I refuse to let the opinions of others define me.’ She had started expressing herself more freely and while it was a bit nerve-wracking initially, she’d experienced that others were mostly pleased to hear what she had to say. Each experience of speaking up and being herself, was both liberating and fun! and confidence began to grow.
Where is She Now?
I recently spoke with Ayesha and she shared that after our work together, she had joined ToastMasters and has been loving standing up and sharing her thoughts with others – especially to a round of applause!
Avoiding conflict- people pleasing
Natasha, a 35 year old Vice Principal was tired of compromising to keep peace in her relationships.
Read MoreNatasha had a difficult husband. She was drowning in a sea of resentment and exhaustion. Every day felt like a battle as she juggled the demands of motherhood, household chores, and a part-time job, all while tiptoeing around her husband’s temper and her in-laws’ expectations.
Natasha reached a breaking point when her husband invited all the boys over for dinner on a Friday night at short notice expecting her to cook a large meal without even checking with her beforehand. She had just returned home from work to find out about his plans for the night. She was exasperated and drained.
Completely tired of compromising her own needs and desires to maintain peace in the relationship only to feel resentful and unfulfilled.
Goals of Therapy
Natasha wanted to assert her needs respectfully and communicate effectively with her husband. She wanted to set boundaries and stick to them.
When she knew she couldn’t continue living in a state of perpetual exhaustion and resentment, sacrificing her own well-being for the sake of others, she made the decision to seek counselling. Something had to change.
How it Progressed
In therapy, Natasha was able to unpack years of pent-up frustration and learned to confront the toxic dynamics within her marriage and extended family. Natasha found a safe space to explore her feelings and identify patterns of behaviour that were holding her back from having the type of relationships she truly wanted.
Through our sessions, Natasha discovered that her tendency to avoid conflict and her deep-seated need to please others were at the root of her unhappiness. She had been sacrificing her own needs and desires in a futile attempt to keep the peace, but all it had earned her was resentment and exhaustion.
In therapy, Natasha learned practical strategies for managing conflict and communicating assertively. She began to set boundaries that honoured her own needs and limitations, even if it meant facing discomfort or disapproval from others. As therapy progressed, she began to prioritise her self-care as well. With each session, she felt herself growing stronger and more empowered, ready to reclaim her life and pursue happiness on her own terms.
In the End
By the end of therapy, Natasha no longer saw herself as a victim of circumstance. She had made peace with the realisation that it was impossible to please everyone. She emerged from therapy with a renewed sense of purpose and the ability to manage conflicts effectively.
Where is She Now?
Natasha and her husband have recently celebrated their 8th wedding anniversary. She is feeling valued and valuable again. Any time she feels the need to avoid conflict by shutting down, she reminds herself of what’s on the other side and how much better it feels for her to share her thoughts and feelings with those around her. As a result, many of her family relationships have now improved as well.
Letting go of past hurt
35 year old Sarah sought counselling as she held some deep grudges and anger towards her father and wanted to let go of her difficult past.
Read MoreSarah had a difficult past with her father since her childhood and then later on into her adult years too. She felt wronged by her father and held grudges towards him. She often felt really mad at him and couldn’t shake it off despite trying hard. Often she would get really harsh with him and later on regret the way she spoke to him.
Sarah was in a dilemma. A part of her wanted to forgive him, because after all he was her father and an important person in her life but then all her past memories of neglect and abandonment would come flooding back which would throw her in a fit of rage and agony.
Goals for Therapy
Sarah really wanted to forgive him and move on but didn’t know how.
Her goal in therapy was to make peace with her past, forgive her father and move forward with life.
How it progressed
In therapy Sarah had the opportunity to pour out her heart and her emotions that were building up inside of her for years. We explored her past wounds, leading Sarah on a journey of self-discovery. Through therapy she began to see her father not as the villain in her story but as a flawed human being just like her. She learnt to acknowledge his mistakes and shortcomings whilst also recognising his human capacity to love. It wasn’t easy and there were many tears along the way but ever so slowly she began to feel the weight of resentment lift off her shoulders.
In the end
She learnt that forgiveness wasn’t about excusing someone’s behaviour but it was about letting go of the bad feelings inside her so she could feel better. With each passing session, she found herself taking steps towards her own healing.
Where is she now?
By the end of therapy, she learnt to forgive not just her father but herself as well. She had released the grudges that held her trapped for so long. She found a refreshing sense of peace and freedom and moved forward in her life. She does meet her father occasionally without feelings of resentment and anger.
If any of these stories resonated with you and if you would like to explore counselling for yourself then feel free to reach out to me for a confidential chat.
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